Irene M. H. LaPlante - Site web commémoratif en ligne

Hey mommy<3 You know theres nothing i want more than to have you here with me tellin me life was going to be ok and boys would be boys and thats just how it went. I need you to help me with advice and telling me that it gets better. I dont wanna be in pain, crying late at night wondering why everything was the way it was or why God had given me the life I have or why i was delt the cards i was delt. I dont know what to do anymore ad you're all I want. I need you more than anything. I went to Florida in May, I colored my hair beach blonde just like yours, look exactly like you<3 You were known for that hair, that beautiful blonde hair and green green eyes. God I miss you more thant anything. Ive met a new boy, he can be a pain but he tries to keep my pain in the ass happy. I wish you couldve met him. He had a friend who passed away last year and I know for sure you and George are watching over me and Andre. Even though I didnt know his friend, Im sure you guys have met. Probably saying how much of pain in the ass I am and him saying how lazy Andre can be (: I miss you. I love you. There isnt a day that passes and I dnt think about you. I found Bruce in the attic today, Im going to start sleeping with him every night. Its the only thing I have left of you.. Me and Bruce against the world(: I love you mom. Until we meet again<3

Hey mom, it's been a while.. I've been really missing you lately. You're 6 year just came up last week. God, I just wish there was something I had done to help you, to get you back on your feet, but I was just too young to help you.. If I had one wish  it would be to hear your voice and feel you wrap your arms around me telling me that everyhting was going to be alright just one more time and I'd replay that momemnt in my head for the rest of my life. The other day I sat in my bed up all night just replaying the most memorable moments in my life with you. Like the time we were playing "Monkey Pillow" and we accidentally thre the people against the wall making the frame fall and dad was so mad, but we laughed and he ended up laughing in the end. Or how we would always throw on our bathing suits int he winter and have a hot tub in the bath tub because it was too cold outside and we wanted to warm up. I just wish I could relive those my moments in life and had cherrished them like there was no tomorrow. At times, I wan't the greatest daughter, I was the wost. For everytime I was a bad kid, or said something wrong, I regret everyday and wish I could take it back.. But my chance to do so is gone, and I'm sorry for all those times. I'm growing up in a world with so much hate and no one to run to and to be able to grab tight whne things aren't going right. You were like a big "No more boo boos" teddy bear taht I could run to when I was sad or whne I fell down and scrapped my knee, but now I've got no one. Even for those scrapped knee moments in life and not evne a band-aid could provide the warmth and love that you did when I was hurt. I just want time to go backwards and for you to get better and to be here with us to give us the mothering love and warmth. No one cna compare to you. I really justt want you, I want my mother and some people who pretend to give a care about me but really don't. i love you mom, and someday I will see you again. You're in my prays and always on my mind. 

I wish you were here with me Mom. I need you more than ever now. So many things are happening so fast and I need you here to tell me everything is going to be okay. I NEED YOU<\33 I can't find a way to let the little things in life not bother me as much. Mom, if I could rewind time I would love to be younger again. I don't understnad why I wanted to grow up so fast. It's just TERRIBLE. So many things happen so fast and you can't handle them all at once. Man, I wish you were here to wrap me in your arms and to tell me life gets better. I love you so much. I miss you. I promise soom I'll go visit your grave.<3

  One of Heaven's Most Beautiful Angels, My big Sister Irene. I went to visit your grave today for the 1st time, I recently found out where you were. I brought you a few pretty things to start off your spring. I hope that you liked them :) , the way your stone is placed under the beautiful tree brought a smile to my face. Nature is so beautiful and it reminded me of your beautiful smile, your beautiful personality, & I knew that you are happy there & at peace, under that beautiful tree. I thought of many things while I was there, from living in Dartmouth near the pond with our black poodle named Michael Jackson (lol), to trying to help you get Jordan off to school or the sitter so you could go to work, you were even stunningly beautiful in your scrubs! I always looked up to you Irene & your beauty, your love of life, no matter what you were going through always amazed me. Even when I was little I remember you always made the effort to be a part of me and Rae's lives as much as you could. Even back when you were with Mark, you would come pick us up and take us out for ice cream & do the silliest things to make us laugh. You and Stacy always came to take us for rides too. I will never forget the time ya'll took us down that scary road in Darmouth (where it was said the KKK was, witch craft, ect, lol) and the car just so happend to "get stuck" half way into it, smack dab in the middle of the woods!! and it was starting to get DARK!! I had to be about 7-8 yrs old haha, Rae was scared, but she had to play the "tough role" for her big sis Irene lmao, but NOT me, I was scared!! Ya'll kept it going for a good while though, I think yoou finally started to feel bad when I nearly pissed my pants and was crying histerically and thought we were ALL going to die out there!! Finally Irene "gets the car started", I was happy to be in that car, boy was I, but I was still SCARED!! and Irene that little shit :p didnt tell us it was ALL a joke until we were OUT of there and off the road!! Then I wanted to scream, and punch her lol, But now I laugh, and smile, and thank you for leaving me with the memories of you that you did. You were a Joker, thats who you were, always doing silly things to make us laugh, always smiled, and made others smile, even if you were sad inside. You were a GREAT big sister Irene & Im so sad that you had to take God's hand & go Home, you were too young, we all had more memories to make with you. I ask myself why? & I ask myself if we are selfish for wanting you here, with us? Because you are supposed to be in a better place now, at peace, where this is no more pain & suffering, just Love & Happiness. I hope that that is true, I have to keep the Faith that it is, otherwise I would go insane for the people I have loved & lost. I miss you Irene, I always will. There is not a day that passes that I dont think of you. I planted you a sunflower, and when its ready I will bring it to you, to add to all the beauty under that beautiful tree. As I drove away today -I wondered & asked, "I wonder if they know we are there when we are", In my heart I like to believe that you do. I Love You, Always ~Kimmy~

YOU NEVER SAID GOODBYE

 

You never said I'm leaving
You never said goodbye.
You were gone before I knew it,
And only God knew why.

A million times I needed you,
A million times I cried.
If love alone could have saved you,
You never would have died.

In life I loved you dearly,
In death I love you still.
In my heart you hold a place,
That no one could ever fill.

It broke my heart to lose you,
But you didn't go alone
For part of me went with you,
The day God took you home.

Merrry Christmas ...Your favorite holiday becuz you didnt have to work and you would spend the time with me and Jordan.... This chrismas for me personaly was the most terrible christma i  have ever had... it was basically the fact i didnt get the number 1 present i wanted ...Witch was for my father to come home and to see you in my dreams so we could talk just for bit i have so many amazing things to tell you... I am older now and in july i am gonig to be 13.... i understand now that im older and i jsut wish god had given you a Second chance to chanage so you would be here to see your amazing daughters grow up and to spend Christmas , Eatser , Valentines day and mothers day together... I MISS YOU SO FREAKING MUCH sometimes i think to myself i wonder how it is in heaven and then i think must be great becuz they have my mother.... LUV YOU SO MUCH and everytime i visit you in your new home i think i cry so much that i could water all of the plants there..... You were amazing and i didnt care what people said i still luved you very much..... I cant help to think your gone and your in a better place but i  know when the time is right you willl visit me.... LUV YOU SO MUCH!! at school people ask hey hows your mom and i cry alil and  say she great shes with jesus... WELL I LUV YOU VERY MUCH and i promise to god i will never forget about you i think of you all the time LUV AND MISS YOU DEARLY and so does my dad luv you and i hope you read this in heaven i luv you so much....

Oh mom only if you were her nw to see how big your girls have grown.... I miss you with all my heart!!! Wish you never  left us  Becuz now im growing and you couldve been here to see me grow! youll always be in my heart i luv you so much!! If you were here you would be very proud of me Im finally in middle school...  It jus seems like the other i was talking to you on the phone and then the accident happend.... I MISS YOU AAND LUV YOU SO MUCH AND I CRY EVERYDAY THINKING ABOUT YOU!!! Every chance i have i spend it with you at your grave I MIS YOU SO MUCH!!!  
                Luv , your youngest Daughter Ally

Omg, looking at the pictures i posted on here, i see that ive grown so much, i miss you always, & think about you all the time, wish i could talk to you...  and heres a little bit of an updated photo, I got a car for my birthday, i bet you'd love it... as i get older my taste reminds me more and more of you lol, "i get it from my mama"  you loved when i used to say that, and its the truth... i love you & miss you with everything i have.

 

 

 

 

 

Merry Christmas - Miss you

It's almost Halloween.  I remember that year when Bobby had Alize' and you came with us and you were hiding in the back seat.  So, funny he did not see you at all even when he came to the car to talk to my Bob.  We laughed and laughed.  Still can't believe it has been 9 months.  I will never stop thinking you should be here with us and I will never forget you ever.  My heart is still so broken and I am sad almost all the time.  I know you would say to stop acting stupid and live life and have fun.  I am having a hard time but I will try.  Love you even though you could be a big pain in my butt sometimes.  Miss you so much. 

Sitting in the sun reminds me of you. this week is Spring Break heres a picture to show you how my tans coming along.. o yeah and thats my new pitbull Amora. Shes a sweetheart. i wish i could share Spring Break with you. Wish you could teach me some of your taning tricks on how you would get black so FAST :] It's still hard to talk to you because im constantly waiting for a response. Still cant believe your gone untill i look at your earn and realize thats my mom in there. I love you and miss you more then words can say.

Happy Easter Mom ,
I remember when We used to go to Auntie Krissie's and paint Easter Eggs with her Sam & Uncle Bob. Then when we came home you would always have something waiting for us on our beds ! i can still remember the purple stuffed bunny you got me and the pink one you got for Alize & ALL THE CANDY ! haha i miss you more then ever mom xoxox i love you ...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY :/
I can remember it like yesterday talking to you on January 4th & you saying "Holy shit Jordan im going to be 36 this year ewwww" hahaha and thats when i told you that i thought you were so beautiful and i could tell in your voice it ment alot to you. I miss you very much mom :[ Bet your partyin hard up there ! ;] I know everymorning when i hear that song at the same time and same spot its you i can tell. i love you & miss you veryy much :/ Happy Birthday Beautiful xoxox

Irene,

Today is your Birthday.  I wish I could go back to do more or undo, I don't know.  I am so sorry for being angry at you, but I was.  I needed you for the first time in my life and you were off being..You!  If you had just told me the truth instead of always telling me you were O.K.  Maybe, just maybe I could have prevented this.  Who knows what we all (including you) could have done differently.  All I do know is I miss you and your smart mouth.  I miss the fun we had.  I miss just having coffee together.  I miss all the big and small things we did..  I even miss waiting around for days for you to come over.  I would give anything to go back and try to fix whatever was hurting you so much.  I think I know what it was, but I would never be able to give you that.  But, I could have tried.  I did try.  Anyway....Happy Birthday.....

I remember that you told me you would always be around.  I can't believe this month is your birthday and you are not here.  I keep hoping this is not true.  I jump when the phone rings hoping you will be on the other line, laughing at me and telling me you are ok.  I wish I could go back and tell you everything.  I needed you so much in the last year and i couldn't find you.  Then you found me again and then you were gone again..  This time not to come back.  I am not sure how long I can go on thinking that this is not real.  My heart is so broken I don't think it can be fixed.  I can only fake like I am ok.  I don't trust anything or anyone anymore.  Remember that time when the family wasn't talking to me for like 5 years and you for like a year or so.  You and I still hung out.  You never cared what anyone thought.  God, how much I miss you even though you could be a pain in my butt sometimes.  What a mess our lives are......I wish you could tell me what the hell went wrong... 

Mom.

Everyday i'ts hitting me harder that your never comeing back.I miss you. Every time i read your letter i cry &cry. I'm happy I now have your ashes but i wish i had you instead. Aunty Krissie & Uncle Bobby are amazing people and im sure you are already aware of that but without them Alize &I would be lost with all of this. I try to talk to you sometimes but its hard because i still cant beleive it.I wish i could call Matts house and you would anwser so i could talk to you again and ask you for advice .When i lay in bed i think about all we used to do amd it herts so bad because you were almost here, you were doing GREAT and I really believed in you.I love you so much.

Miss you auntie..all the fun we had, you were the best aunt. 

I miss you so much.  I just want you back. Remember the time we went roller blading in Fairhaven. Some how we came out on rte 6 in Matt.  it was so hot and we had run out of water.  You just took off your skates and went barefoot into Mike's rest. and asked for a large glass of water with 2 straws.  When you came out i couldn't believe they had given it to you.  we sat on the side walk and drank water and laughed so hard.  then we were like "oh sh@#" we have to make it all the way back...but we did and we kept laughing the whole way.....

My Favorite Memory with you Mom is just always having fun whatever we did .. When you took me  to get my nails done for the 1st time :) & When You Alize and I would eat as much junk food as possible , rent movies then all jump into your big bed and laugh and talk all night until we fell asleep. God i miss you so much .. i wish we could all just do that one more time ..

 

My hardest memory was seeing you laying in the hospital bed , I couldnt believe my eyes .. Seeing the strongist person I know laying hopelessly .. At that moment i needed you the most just to hold me and tell me everything is going to be ok .. but i knew it wasnt ..

 

I love you so much mom and my memories are what give me the strenght i need .. i miss you and always will because you cant see Alize and I grow up and I know thats what you wanted the most .. I MISS YOU.

 

you were the best mom i ever had......I look at the clouds and i see you looking down at me and jordan...I wish there was a stair way to heaven so i could feel you hold me just one more time .... plz don't ever forget me i know i wont for get you...i love you and you know that.... i will see you soon... plz come in my dreams and tell me what happened.. did he do it to u ????? or did you know it wasn't good for you plz just tell me plz??!!!!!!!i love you and will never for get you .... thank you for all the years we had together just thanks...

  Dear Mommy,

i love my mommy she was the best mother i ever had it hurts me to see her go and when i'm at the mall i sometimes see her old friends it just hurts me to much at this very moment she looking down at me ,jordan,and anutie krissy

My heart is breaking. I just got my phone bill with all the calls from you on it 9 in total. God how I wish I could turn back the clock. I miss you and your calls so much. I can't believe it still. 

 

I love you

Mommy, Oh how i miss you .. i cant begin to explain , its hard to share because i feel so much pain, How could this happen ? How could this be real? All i want to do is hold you and never let go, But i have to face it my mommys gone and i have to move on.. But why? i'll never understand why god didnt give you just one last chance, Nor why he had to take my mommy away from me and my little sister, My throat burns and my tears flow because i know i have to let go .. I just want you here though so i can tell you one last time , You mean everything to me, but now im left lonley and sad to sit here and think Your gone .. your really gone .. but one thing I know and i wish i could tell you one last time is I love you mom until the end of time xoxo